An only child is a lonely kid.

Growing up, you only had yourself as your company.

Almost everyone talks about how an only child is so lucky — they can own all the love from their parents, they can do what they want, they are always favored.

But no one talks about the bad side of being an only child.

Instead of loving parents, I got myself two individuals of walking paradox. They are strict, but they don’t guide me. They care, but they don’t teach me.

Growing up, I found myself having a hard time catching up with life, but slowly with the self teaching and how life lessons reflected upon me — I somehow did it.

However, as a child longing for a guide, I have so much hate for my parents for letting me on my own.

As an only child, I just wanted some company .